Life ya Zhamela??

This one on Gavingvoid kind of triggered it off.. Its so perfect.. atleast for how i look at it..

What are we doing to ourselves in the name of advancing.. feel we are going back to the stone age eventually.. technology is advancing beyond we can catch up with it.. is making our lives our connections to the world even more in human.. making us learn to live lives on our own.. don't think we were made to just be on our own as a race itself..

India as a country has always been known for its cultural integration, the aspect of family bonding and therefore people were much more happier till a few years back.. with the ongoing obsession of mimicking the west we are turning into them.. more and more firangs are coming to india to adopt spiritualism .. to be more connected to life and we are going their way.. they by now have realised that their way of living life isnt the best way.. and we - indians who were always good at it are now leting go off that one strength.. increasing depression, divorce, crime and blah blah.. the standard of life.. everything is going for a toss.. people are getting more nuclear as far as family's are concerned.. parents are being dumped in old age homes like never before.. Whats the point of this mad rush and development if we are actually going backwards into the pit of evolution..

These are thoughts which always get triggered everytime i compare my 16 yrs of life lived to the hilt in ASSAM and 8 years of life in the mad MUMBAI (or any big metro life so to speak).. i mean i do love b'by and as i am being a little mean in terms of wanting to be in this city for career purposes since staying in assam the industry that i have chosen does not exist there..so interest versus life is what u have to choose.. though wonder why should one have to reach to a point like this where u r made to choose..

We seem to be leading our lives more like a joblist these days.. "oh time nahi hai usse milne ka".. "kya mere paas kam kaam hai din me ki main uske yahan jao".. I thought we were working to live a happy and prosperoous life and not not the other way round.. wat is with people and making their lives seem so screwed.. Well it is screwed because of the changing working culture where there really isnt a time but if in that mess u dnt find time to follow your passions and interests then i guess we are going to go mad and become older way before our time and die out of sheer desperation and depression of not living a good life..i know i m making it sound really dark .. but i feel that it is as dark as it sounds

Do i really want to be a part of that in human uninteresting future which i am striving so hard for? rly dnt know.. its a tussle between an easy lazy unhealthy yet addictive lifestyle versus a beautiful healthy high maintainance happy lifestyle..